I Never Thought That I Could...

I never thought that I would find someone that I love so much while I am so young...I mean yea I have been in love before but the feeling that my boyfriend gives me when I am around him is so surreal..(I think that's the word..) I know that our relationship will last for a long long time, I mean at the beginning I made a huge mistake. If he can forgive me for that very big mistake and still love me the way he does there is no doubt in my mind that Joe is the one I will be spending the rest of my life with!

This Semester so Far Has Been...

This semester has been a lot better than my previous one...When I went to Southern Wesleyan I got so overwhelmed with living on campus and having so much freedom that I didn't do hardly any work and got so far behind in my classes there was no hope of passing any of them...even choir because I had just completely stopped going. I'm not sure why that happened it could have been depression or something else all I know is that I am very proud of how I did this semester even if I don't do so great in all of my classes I know that I didn't stop going!

I absolutely hate..

I really don't like it when I try to be nice and polite but, the person on the other end be so rude they make you shake because you are so mad.
I hate it when you walk by someone and they judge you or someone else without knowing the story behind their life or situation.
I hate it when people make fun of individuals who has any mental illness. They just look like total jerks when they do it.

If I had super powers I would want to be able to...

I would love to have the power to fly but, not flying in an airplane. I want to straight up fly like superman because, its faster than a car. Also flying doesn't break down. To be able to fly would be such a freeing feeling. I would be able to think about anything and, get away from anyone just like that. If i could fly I would never come down.

I'm Writing This Blog But I Should Be....

I'm writing this blog but I should be sleeping. I just worked a nine hour shift at Mcdonalds and at 2am I am still up for some odd reason. I must be crazy or delusional or something...Hopefully I don't have to worry about closing for much longer and I will only be working there weekends so I can work at Picture Me :). I would love to work there so I can get experience in taking pictures for people. Until then I work long hours at Mcdonalds trying to pay bills. All I know is I have to keep pushing on and not let my wants get in the way of what I need to do.

 I'm writing this blog but I should be SLEEPING!

In January I was...

I was just moving back to my dorm room after Christmas vacation and there was talk of snow....a lot of it. Knowing South Carolina I didn't believe it but, one night we were all sitting int the lobby of our dorm when we start seeing this stuff falling from the sky that looks like snow. This one girl, Abby ran outside and came back in real quick and said that it was indeed snow! She went up to her room and got warmer clothes and ran back outside next thing we know it she slips and falls and hits her head on the concrete ground....she had a small concussion. The next day we woke up and there laid the most snow South Carolina has seen in years! Everyone got dressed all warm and headed down to the soccer field because, there was a huge hill that they could sled down. As I am walking down of course I have to be the girl who falls every two seconds. This continued for about a week. A week of being stranded at school because cars were snowed in and roads were too horrible. I was starting to go crazy. Even after it stopped snowing my car was trapped a week longer...poor thing.
In January I was trapped at my school for a whole week.

Life Takes Some Funny Twists and Turns...

Just when you think you have life figured out something unexpected happens.
  
  *ring ring. ring ring.* "I'm sorry we are going to have to lay you off"
  --2months later still no work and bills are piling up...
  "We would like to offer you a job here"
  --3months later.."I'm sorry we are just having some trouble paying everyone we are going to have to let you go"
  -Doctor:I'm sorry to have to tell you this but you have cancer. -You:(in awe of what you just heard)
 *you sit with your family every night and pray you beat this cancer*
  --A year later...-Doctor:Good news we have gotten rid of the cancer! -You:(crying and celebrating)
 "We would like to offer you a job here"
 --3 years later...You: Thank you God for carrying me through my hard times to get me to the blessing of this job!

 Yea life can take you on some twists and turns but, it doesn't matter what happens on that road its how you get there and what you do with the things that you have been dealt.

Sometimes I feel like a...

Sometimes I feel like a ... Stalker.
Hi, My name is Samantha I'm generally a quiet person and find myself to be quite observant...sometimes too observant. I do a very good job at knowing what's going on around me...like this guy in front of me, older man brown shoes, light brown socks, light brown pants with light brown suspenders, with shirt with grey stripes. Wearing big bi-focal glasses..i would guess because of the old age, not many wrinkles, grey-silver hair with a receding hairline that goes almost to the top of his neck at the back. A guy walked in not too long ago, he's a younger guy about 23 or so wearing flip flops, light brown pants, a light blues polo shirt, a black hat with red hair underneath...possibly hiding a receding hair line, he is very very into whatever he's doing on his lap-top. This is all very good observing but when you get caught looking at someone multiple times in a few minutes it may seem like your trying to stalk them...
Now I love shopping and I think it's the funniest thing when you are walking into the mall with one person and you two go your separate ways yet somehow end up in the same store every time. The first time its just a "Oh, ha I walked in with that person" and its the same for the second time. After that however it starts to get a little strange. I actually begin giving that person who is "stalking me" weird jacked up looks like "stop following me", or "I'm about to run like chicken with my head cut off to get a way from you and if you still follow me I am going to scream." There is a downside to making faces at people...they start to notice you and, the more you do it the more they are going to think, "Oh crap this person is like stalking me or something..." You don't understand how many times this has happened to me and every time it happens I find it very hilarious after I realize...well shoot maybe the reason I keep seeing the same dang person over and over again is because Anderson Mall is the worst mall in the entire world with what its 15 or so stores..smh.